Found an INCREDIBLE song

Heard this while riding in the car with a friend of mine and it REALLY struck me!

Sung by Andrew Spice

UNAFRAID

Still walking down the street,
still laughing though their fingers
are still pointing down at me,
all the things they cannot see.

you never wanted this
so you shove me down again so they won't see.
how easy this would be if I wasn't me,
how unafraid, how perfectly made I wish I was.

We hope you're not contagious,
we hope you still grow up,
we hope you won't get shot down in the street.
we know the world is changing,
but some things are still the same.
so watch your back and everything you say.

how easy this would be if I wasn't me.
how unafraid, how perfectly made I wish I was.
If I could break a million hearts
and run and fight and starve;
would that be enough to make you happy?

how easy this would be if I wasn't me!
how unafraid, how perfectly made I wish I was.
and if I could break a million hearts,
if I could run and fight and starve;
would that be enough to make you happy?


How did he know how I feel?

New music I like...

I was listening to CD's with a friend. He just happens to be gay.
And he was introducing me to some incredible artists.

Even though I'm not gay, I could definitely relate to the lyrics of this song by Andrew Spice. I tried to find the lyrics typed out somewhere, but no luck through three search engines!
The song is called Unafraid.

I hope you get a chance to listen to it.

WOW.

GO FOR IT

ONLY 41 days left until the ESPRIT gala! Do you have YOUR tickets yet?

Wellllll...Why NOT?

Request for Feedback...

Can anyone can give me some feedback on the COGIATI test I found online.
It stands for the COMBINED GENDER IDENTITY AND TRANSSEXUALITY INVENTORY.
Actually discovered it several years ago and have taken it numerous times, but since I met Jay...I've gotten some different results. "strongly suggesting consideration of Gender reassignment and counseling".
The thing is that Jay took it too. Even though this test is strictly for MTF, she just flip-flopped and read the questions with reverse genders. And her score was very close to mine.
Of course, we've always suspected she had strong male tendencies.

Have you taken this test? Have you found it true for you? Have you heard anything about it?

Could I?

I wonder if someday...SOMEDAY...I might have the courage to go to a bigger event. You know, a GATHERING. A Group. I've only met a couple others like me in my lifetime. It's such a big step!

I'd be terrified!

Maybe if Jay went with me. We could actually make a special "getaway weekend" out of it.

I found this one and it's not too far away. Has anyone been here? What do you think?

ESPRIT GALA 2009

Gender Neutral?

OK...OK...OK...I just HAD to try this!!
Petra's Voyages en Rose post on THIS fun little tool was just TOOO tempting not to try!

AND THE RESULTS?

"We guess http://meplusyouplusme.blogspot.com/ is written by a woman (58%), however it's quite gender neutral."

Considering that Jay and I collaborate on most of this...they are probably right!

Survey results that caught my eye...

Had to share with you something else I found that was VERY interesting!

Ran across a site while Jay was doing some research for a thesis. It's called The Cross Dresser's Secret Garden and they have a link to a Fall Getaway that I am going to be keeping my eye on.

Anyway, what I thought was so interesting were the polls and surveys they have going on!

The crossdressers results page caught my attention, however it was the Significant Others results page that made my jaw hit the floor! My Jay must be someone very special.

Although, I could be just a teensy bit biased.

One of the KOOLEST things I have seen...

...in a VERY long time! Found a link to the Gender Photo Project over at Staci's Place and I was just blown away. If you love a TS/TV, know a TS/TV, ARE a TS/TV or are just curious...it is an amazing place to hang out for a few.

Just my opinion, though, ya' know!